happy 1st bday hannah

so finally the day has come.. hannah is now officially 1 yr old toadler.. begitu pantas masa berlalu.. sedar sedar dah setahun makcik tu.. hannah di umur setahun sudah pandai jalan.. makan apa yg org besar makan, minum susu sendiri (ni kalau kat taska la).. main ipad (apps for baby la), naik tangga laju2, mengumbah buku d rak, turun dari katil / sofa sendiri..

tadi buat bday party sket kat nursery.. i order rainbow cuppies, mini chicken pie, mini pizza, ice cookies. looking at her sitting down with the other kids, ohhh nampak mcm budak besar dah si hannah.. mana tak nye.. she listen to the baby sitter instruction... so cute.. never imagine she will be mature enough to listen to the instruction .. she is still a baby to me! muahhhhh

husband told me he's going to labuan this weekend with his office frens.. i know he wants freedom doing what he likes with his circle of frens. but this time around a small voice in my head say that he shouldn't go.. hmm.. entahlah.. walaupun dah hidup bersama almost 10 yrs, i still dont understand my husband.. or he's the one yg not understand me.. hmmm.. ye la cuba korang bayangkan (korang la sangat .. dah sah2 aku tak publish blog ni maka sape je yg baca kan hahahha).. bukan dia tak tau si hannah tu tengah melasak.. di hari weekend tinggalkan aku berdua je dgn hannah.. dia tak bayangkan ke cemana aku nak terkucil ke terberi ke di time hannah tak tido? nak makan lagi.. dah sahlah aku ni keje sampai pkl 5.. nak berkejar ambik hannah dkt nursery..bilamasa nak beli makanan.. apatah lagi nak makan..apa sangatlah yang pentingnya nak ke labuan dgn geng2 kaling tu pun.. (tu yg terus dalam fikiran aku dia ada agenda lain.. hmmm).. kalau nak pegi sangat pun pegi nanti time kami dah balik msia.. so tak payahla ko susah2 nak pk kami dua beranak ok ke tak.. ;(.. thats why i said he still dont understand me.. even though dah dekat nak 10 thn kawin.. hai lah suami.. priority! priority! berbeza nya lelaki dgn perempuan.. kalo aku, nak pegi dinner company yg 2-3 jam tu pk byk kali.. ok tak anak aku tu kena tinggal.. atau lain contoh, time aku nak balik interview hari tu.. tak senang duduk memikirkan ok ke tak nak tinggalkan dorang berdua.. padahal.. kes aku tu penting.. camtu lah nasib! ;(

thats just the recent thing happen.. yg dolu2? tak payah cakapla.. byk... bersabarlah wahai hati..

on a more serious topic, israel bom palestine lagi.. Ya Allah, selamatkan lah umat Islam di sana. tak paham kenapa israel ni sebooooook sgt kacau negara lain... just mind ur own bisness boleh tak? while we are happy here, the kids over there suffer.. hidup dalam ketakutan.. yang aku mampu buat hanyalah berdoa semoga Allah pelihara dan lindungi umat Islam di Gaza... Allahhu Akbar!