kena brainwash? arghhh

betul mcm apa yg aku type dlm entry semalam..hari ni pepagi lagi omak den dah pm kat fb... aku dah agak dah bila dia tanya camana dah buat keputusan ke blom.. hmmm.... pastu keluar lah segala isi kandungan perbahasan dia... and as i expected, dia brainwash aku suruh accept gak offer ikram... kerjaya tetap lah, terjamin lah, tak berkembang lah, boleh sambung master lah, sembahyang istikarah lah, malu kat pak andak lah...keputusan aku sebelum ni semua tak matang lah... haduiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kesian kepala otak den ni haaa.. mcm budak2 kena brainwash.. suruh accept ni, jgn accept tu..

i dont like it! i am big enough that i just need ur opinion and accept whatever decision i made with open heart too.. u said i should take your opinion positively but the way you said it is like, you want or not, accept ikram's offer and forget about the other offer! heh.. my earliest decison tak matang? which one? berhenti p2 n go to brunei? well the story that you dont know about why i decided to resign and follow my husband to brunei is that i want to save my marriage.. my husband was cheating on me that time that i have to do something about it..

n now since my daughter is there.. lagilah aku ni terikat... ahhhhhh menci la..... ok2 nanti sambung... too much drama here! erghhhhh