cerita yg tertangguh

weird.. i dont have anything in my plate this morning but with the situation around me, sikit2 ade effect lah pada mood bekerja saya pagi ni.. can you do your work senyap2? as if org lain takde kerja lah kan. every single month is like this.. tired! i hv gone through this, but i think i manage to do it silently.. tidak menyusahkan semua org.. duduk diam2 tapi ade hasil bukan bising2 tapi takde hasil.. menunjukkan kebodohan sendiri? betul tak?

aisyah is doing well in her study.. she get no.2 both in sekolah pagi n sekolah agama.. alhamdulillah.. mum said she eat a lot nowadays.. yes i can see that during kenduri in KB last 2 week.. dah tak memilih lagi.. semua dia belasah.. bukan memilih mcm dolu2.. cuma sometime dia suka buli dj.. hmmm what to do about it.. revenge kah sbb dolu2 me always backing dj kalau dia buli.. now mum is not around so she is free bulying her sister.. aisyah aisyah

dj on the other hands is also improving.. she can read.. alhamdulillah.. cuma sensitif lebih sikit lah.. maybe sbb berpisah dgn kami dan asyik kena buli dgn aisyah.. she is always be my little baby.. i still remember that i love to kiss her when hannah is still not around.. how time flies..

hannah is a different story.. she start her solid... i still feed her with my breastmilk eventho the stock sometimes meriah sometimes erkk merundum..i try my very best to attend to her needs.. kan berazam nak bf sampai 2 yrs.. semoga Allah permudahkan.... she can berdiri dgn bantuan kerusi meja etc.. tapi belum boleh lepas tangan..malam2 masih lagi mengempet je.. hehehhe... but she is so manja... with me.. pantang la mak nyer ni nak gerak .. lepas je dr pandangan mata  mula la menguak...but still i love u bebeh!

rumah enstek.. ade problem sket dgn loan application.. one bank rejected.. hubby balik kl last weekend.. gi bank2 hantar new application.. hopefully by nx week dah tau result.. pray hard semoga ada yg sangkut.. hmmmm

back for good.. me is applying all out this month.. ntah kenapa rasa mcm nak balik for good.. sampai pakcik pun dah tau... makanya semoga adelah rejeki.. tak sabar...hmmm