false alarm

last night was ... errrr sungguh uncomfortable.. eventhough cuaca not so hot because hujan a bit heavy at around 8+ i still can't sleep.. mr hubby was snooring loudly (looks like he got a very good sleep there).. me pusing kanan, pusing kiri, pusing tengah.. semuanya x kena... pastu rasa belakang pinggang sakit.. mula la teringat apa yg aku baca last week pasal symptom2 nak bersalin.. ** sakit belakang yg berterusan.. errrrr.. dah nak labour ke ni? hehheheheh

lepas tu dok pikir la.. tapi belum rasa sakit memulas2 cam nak period pain tu lagi.. usually thats the sign.. and it must be constantly happen and the counts akan bertambah cepat each minutes... dlm kepala otak ni mula la pikir..alamak baju baby lom basuh lagi.. belum masuk dlm beg hospital lagi.. etc etc etc..

pusing punya pusing at last around 3++ aku tertidur.. alhamdulillah.. tapi dlm pkl 4 lebih mcm tu terjaga.. pinggang rasa sakit.. dkt 'pik deng2' rasa cam sengal2... suspense betul.. nak bangun gi toilet pun rasa lain macam.. tapi blom ade takda blood or water break.. lega sekejap! pas kencing try to sleep back.. nasib baik boleh lelap.. tapi still sakit2 tu.. akudah plan (dalam hati je la).. kalo pagi esok pon sakit lagi.. aku nak tunggu sakit bebetul yg 5 min contraction tu baru nak gi hospital.. ecehhh siap bleh plan2 pulak yek..bukan apa.. berdoa je semoga aku bersalin time anak2 kat skolah.. kalo tak susah... nakletak mana dorang kan....

papepun.. pagi ni sakit dah hilang.. so baby masih belum mau keluar ye?? hehehhehe