homesick? or boringsick??

i am bored! bored to death... luckily i have this borderless internet connection... so i can facebooking, emailing,playing games and etc to kill my time.. i know it doesn't seem right.. but i hate what i'm doing now.. because doing nothing is so very not me.. i need a good job.. to keep me busy for a while..to keep me busy at least during my 9-5 working hour... and i didn't get it here... its like makan gaji buta for me! arghhhh cannot tolerate this feeling anymore! what shud i do??

am i homesick? dah tua2 boleh gak ke ade perasaan homesick ni? or am i boring sick? hmmm.. ntahla.. dua2 pon boleh la..tidakla homesick sangat cuma nya.. sangat lah boring nya di sini... no work satisfaction.. jadik suri rumah pun busy.. ade je keje nak buat.. cuma.. tak dapat duit .. itu je lah.. kalau lah mr hubby boleh bagi duit gaji utk aku.. tak payah byk.. dlm bnd 800 ke.. pun cukuplah.. enough for me to pay my insurance, aisyah/ khadijah insurance, my hp bills, duit shopping sket.. n simpan duit skt.. then i am happily leave this sucks! job immediately!

tapi adakah itu akan menjadi kenyataan??? maybe yes.. cuma bukan sekarang kut.. maybe 10 thn lagik ke? arghhhhhh... bosan la.. aku dah bosan! aku dah bosan! aku dah bosan! en suami.. jom la balik kl....boring la dok sini! pasni confirm..aku carik keje field hr je.. xmo masuk it semula..... i hate this feeling!